Sunday, September 02, 2007

okay, I'm back. it's so hard to get in touch with everyone now, when there are always things springing out from nowhere to steal your time and energy away, well you get the drift.

i think it's scary, that everyone's falling ill if not getting hurt. there are just way too many incidences these few months, & i don't want to see another falling. ):

the past few weeks were packed with countless tests, but i guess it's the same anywhere else. i can't ask for more, please. i didn't fare too well for them, but neither am i setting my standards high, because as before, i guess i'm okay as long as i stay on par? sometimes i don't know how to deal with people. people who are always putting themselves on the blame, when their standards of faring well are just towering over mine.

like come on, marks are marks & we can't change them. the most we can make out of them are the mistakes we make, and every one of them is like a learning experience. & i know it's easy said, but we all have to try, somehow. maybe the next time we make a mistake we can all slap ourselves in the face & laugh or something, rather than putting ourselves within four walls & affecting everything else that comes around.

this part of me, i'm still trying alright.

& oh, you never know how much i hate it when assumptions are made by people all the time. like, you get this feeling that people know you, all the way to the core, but they barely get to the crust. (okay, i'm not referring to anyone here, but just in general.) if people don't even make the effort to really get to you, then i don't think they would make any difference if they're always trying to put you down.

then there's fundraising for gamelan because we are taking the little kids out for an outing next term, prolly after exams. (: can't wait for that, really. baking cookies and brownies was fun, though we kinda cheated and took the fast forward by using the prepared mix :D haha, maybe we'll try out the long way sometime(: the candyfloss was a success, kudos to natalie for never giving up & being strong when there really was a demand for it :D anyway, we rock luh.

and yeah, friday was amazing. went back to cedar at seven only to know that school started at about five thirty? cassie went along with me(: saw all the teachers and students running, and occasionally waved to some who ran past.

i'm happy because i got to see familiar faces again, but seriously i nearly couldn't recognize half the school, maybe because the upper sec were very much involved in the organising. i think it could have been better if flowers were delivered to teachers after their run :D

gaah, didn't manage to see some people though ): um, but saw a couple of 2shayians and we played dodgeball, only that we got the whole field as our playing area. so funny, and i was to first one out -.- HAHA, we should play it again sometime. talked a bit with other 2s peeps, and some are still the same, but slightly chubbier, haha. i hope they don't mind if i return to pinch their cheeks or something once in a while? (:

friday afternoon was the love♥ i don't know, but i guess i kinda missed all the fun at the bird park, and missed class outing ): it was my first time playing, but i had great company. i heart the team! chinwee, eliza, becca, huiyin, jia ying, wei ting and viona. all superwoman, i tell you. it was a great experience luh, never believed how a group of girls could make it through the six matches.

where's class chalet? ): suba, i'll help you with the organising when time comes, maybe when the damned exams are over. anyway, i miss you too! it's been months since we last saw each other.

remember the days,

we set out together with faith.

but look at things now, look around,

& see how they have changed.

but some things stay the same ♥

a thousand miles
9:50 PM

YADA. (:

Watch me as i fall a thousand storeys
just to reach the ground
& see you smile just the way you did before\

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Sunday, September 02, 2007

YADA. (:

FEMME.

EVERYTHING WITHIN.

THE LOVE.

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