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Thursday, May 17, 2007

what's a wall for,
that damned facade which takes away everything,
blocking and obstructing you from every move,
even the ones you truly love inside\


its totally hideous, isnt it.


well didnt they say that the suffering is what aches the most?
like a never-ending worm eating its way through every turn;
but really, its the fear of reaching the innermost wounds of the heart,
that aches a whole lot.


tell me, hasnt anyone experienced fear,
fear of imagining that something so perfectly fine would turn out for the worse
fear of imagining that someone you loved so much would suddenly disappear
fear of imagining that the fear would take you over,
just like an uncontollable wave, all out to get you down & under,
& wash you away like it was all a dream.


but thankfully, there happened to be dreamcatchers, all ready to fish you out from the deep dark oceans, just to bring you back to shore & see you together in one piece again. & you ask, where's that fear?






it never existed.



yes, fear somehow motivates you to pursue what's in your best interest, but fear too, is capable of stealing your heart away. & when you work so hard for what's ahead, the reasons slowly drift apart from each other. somehow i think all of us tend to work so hard for the things we strive to achieve, that along the way, we become so subconsciously aware of our surroundings, to the extent of even losing all traces of our starting point.


sometimes i wonder, are we all responding blindly to our goals, working so desperately hard, and falling so painfully hard when we fail to reach the standards, & then blaming each other for all that has been experienced.




but it aint a blame game.



on the other hand, i'm glad to know that there are dreamcatchers out there, ready to fish you out from those enclosed walls, bring you back to safe shore, & pretend as though the blame game never existed, because seeing you safe from all dangers, safe from all fears, is what's more important.




thank you, really. [:

a thousand miles
10:58 PM


YADA. (:

Watch me as i fall a thousand storeys
just to reach the ground
& see you smile just the way you did before\


FEMME.

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THE LOVE.



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