Sunday, April 22, 2007

this week has been pretty packed with stuff :D
haha it kinda sounds weird but it constituted mostly of SERVICE LEARNING
but it rocks when we have discussions, when we suddenly spring up with lame things but they are all for a good cause right (:

other than failing subjects, and all the other yadayada stuff which steals your mood away, i guess life has been okay, & thankfully there's service learning to keep me occupied from schoolwork. seriously, i think failing isnt something we should totally cross out from our lives :D

having to fail a couple of times at the start of the year was initially hard to bear for me, but we all have to pick up dont we. & to have the teacher to approach you to commend you on your good effort really diminishes the effect those numbers have on you (: but i really dont understand those go-getters who have nothing on their minds except for school and what not.

on a side note, i realised the staff here is really niceeee :D even the security guard rico was so concerned about us students, & to think that i spent some time talking & talking to him about stuff. haha, i think he recognises me alr because i look for him like every minute or so (:

security guards ROCK because they look out for you :D
they never fail to be there, unlike some others. who actually leave you disappointed. because of these people, all the other mood spoilers no longer mean that much anymore (:

well anyway had macs for dinner on tuesday with van and huiyin for sl purposes, and we spent most of our time springing up with ideas. (: apparently huiyin hypothizes that the more people there are around, there would be more inspiration and cohesion of creative juices :D hurr.
plus chui yi, no worries okay! we'll do just fine. (:

you know sometimes they say that
when a flower withers, & you are no longer able to see it grow,
another blooms right in front of you, giving you a new source of hope.

but nevertheless, its still a flowerbed in my backyard :D and doesnt it brighten you up to think that there are flowers you can hold close to you, never having to be afraid of losing them at all? those are real flowers you can count on (: haha what's with me & my nonsensical yadayada xD

i think im getting more attached to gamelan, because it really is something i can call my own, or rather, OUR own. although there are some things in my life i may never see or experience again, new things stream in like running water i guess. but the past can never be fully replaced.

sometimes, its the things that hold so close to you that are etched deep inside, & never revealed, because they are little sparks meant to light up your fire when the time is right.

& i'll hold forever close to mine;

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a thousand miles
11:01 PM

YADA. (:

Watch me as i fall a thousand storeys
just to reach the ground
& see you smile just the way you did before\

FEMME.

barnacles ♠
female ♠
19february ♠
pisces ♠
cedar girls (: ♠
nushs (: ♠

EVERYTHING WITHIN.

THE LOVE.

let's just say we have telepathy. (:

2SHAYYY '06
alvina
azrina
cathlin
cherze
fiona
i wen
jie lei
lisa
nabila
nurul
paulina
rachel
rasyiqah
sherri
vanessa zavir
whee
yi min
zarque

CEDAR PERC'
ching hong
ci hui
tsu wie
tracy
syahirah

NUSHS
divya
vanee
tingan

TNS
alisa
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joshua
li zhi
tzu hsiang

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