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Saturday, April 14, 2007

i dont know how to feel\

how's it for you when nothing you do could
change your mind
or when you just feel helpless when you know you
ought to do something?

yesterday wasnt that good for me, and the day started off with me kinda shaken up i guess. i mean, actually, for the first time. went to school with a pretty heavy state of mind, despite trying to put on a smile in front of everyone before assembly.

but on the bright side, mentoring really cheered me up because we played captain's ball in the netball court, & i didnt know our class was so united(: oddly, the game made me so much alert for the chinese test after that, haha and i managed to get most of the words in(:


sometimes i want to contribute to the class as mentor rep, but i give up by convincing myself that i cant. ): i'm gonna try this time round okay.


sometimes i wonder if i'm missing out on anything in my life. & truthfully, there are many, but i avoid them by shoving them under the rug. & when the rug is lifted up it really hurts to see them all again, because i really dont know how to react or feel about it ):


well i tried to get an idea of what was going on during chem yesterday but nothing really went in, & my mind was just preoccupied with other things. but i stared at the clock at a particular instant and i left myself in a daze for the next five minutes. btw the hands of the clock were pointing to eleven and six, but i dont think most of you would know\


& the day before that at that same instant, i was praying. for something. for someone(s).

oddly, it was the first time i ever put my heart & soul into something.




we all need some help at times dont we.

i aint strong either. but that doesnt mean that i'd discount the help of the people who are important to me.




strength lies in those who believe;
& i'd be praying for you guys, praying every step of the way.
be strong.

a thousand miles
10:06 PM


YADA. (:

Watch me as i fall a thousand storeys
just to reach the ground
& see you smile just the way you did before\


FEMME.

barnacles ♠
female ♠
19february ♠
pisces ♠
cedar girls (: ♠
nushs (: ♠

EVERYTHING WITHIN.


THE LOVE.



let's just say we have telepathy. (:


2SHAYYY '06
alvina
azrina
cathlin
cherze
fiona
i wen
jie lei
lisa
nabila
nurul
paulina
rachel
rasyiqah
sherri
vanessa zavir
whee
yi min
zarque

CEDAR PERC'
ching hong
ci hui
tsu wie
tracy
syahirah

NUSHS
divya
vanee
tingan

TNS
alisa
carol
joshua
li zhi
tzu hsiang

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