Sunday, March 11, 2007

it's never the end;

this week was both fun and depressing. somehow the good parts actually offset the bad ones, so overall it's okay. the tests didn't really go well for me, but I guess now I kinda take it as though it's part of my routine, & I sense the teachers know that i'm not coping well. :\

well anw it was inter-house games on friday afternoon(: & the whole school came in their different colours for lessons in the morning, which was pretty cool :D somehow I caught a bad cold during double chem & I felt quite bad cos Mr Ho was worried for me ): & all i could see were words swirling around madly on my notes. but i felt much better after that so yeah.

& I guess for the rest of day (or at least most of it) everyone was in no mood to listen for lessons because we were all in ground state. HAHA(: but it was inter-house games that made me all hyped up, & I'm glad it did.

vanessa, huiyin & I went around cheering for fibo's captain's ball teams(: and we got really lame and high at some points. but poor van had to go, and ps-ed the both of us. it could have been so much fun-ner with you around okay! haha.

& there was this moment when the opponent's captain missed the ball,
and the fibo supporters were "silently" cheering because of that, with huiyin and I included :D

and a fibo girl behind us was kinda cute lah, and she commented that we were sadistic or were thought to be because we cheered when the opponent missed the ball. but when the opponent missed again for the second time, she cheered with us too xD speaking of being sadistic(:

but I do cheer for the opponent when they score too okay! (:

& fibo was overall house champion for the games!
G-O F-I-B-O!
but I realise though, that it feels so much different from the ones I have experienced in previous "houses" & it definitely ain't the same. and i guess there was this feeling of nostalgia, compared to the ones in cedar :D

it wasn't what i expected to be, with the sudden impromptu staging of house games. blehh. but overall it made me a whole lot happier(:

on a random note, i miss IXORA :\
& how we would seriously go wild with our cheers and mafia hats.
you know how the seniors would actually liven up the mood and boost our spirits to cheer and all, but we end up dao-ing them instead xD now i kinda feel guilty for that as charged. oh wells.

but don't worry, i'd cheer to the fullest for obs and sports day(: even if it costs me my pecious throat. HAHA

(fast foward)
after that was astronomy sleepover! & we had a wonderful time stargazing and checking out the telescopes at the rooftop. most of us complained of having neck pain that we ended up lying down on the floor :D
but it was UBER COOL, & i'd definitely recommend you guys to stargaze okay.

even if you don't have a telescope or something,

just take a minute or two & don't be afraid to lie down on the floor,

gaze at the stars up above

and look for patterns between them(:

the view is worth more than the dirt collected on your back, i tell you :D

somehow just looking at those stars really made me relaxed at all, at least from the hectic school life.

(:

are you thinking what i'm thinking?

OBS FOR THE NEXT FIVE DAYS.
you know i'm oddly looking forward to it, although it's supposed to hone survival skills and all that, but i'm sure it'll be a whole lot of fun. :D

OBS HERE I COME(:
and mosquito bites as well

jia you okay.

happy hols everyone!
^^

a thousand miles
10:16 PM

Sunday, March 04, 2007

never knew it made a difference\

you know, I wonder why we are always so quick to judge,
& so quick to pinpoint the mistakes of others
until it so happens that the only person left to pinpoint
becomes the one and only
you\

& just who does that finger belong to?

yeah & how often are we able to bypass that line
that line of self-limit;
& it seems like there ain't a right time to decide
when or when not to cross
but at least the distance we created
has made us a little closer\

& there ain't a right time to move
when that green light remains forever blinking;

-

yeah heard about OAC, & to all those out there who have no idea what it is, it's the sec three outdoor adventure camp for cedarians, & although I haven't got the chance to experience it first-hand, I know it's rockingly fun(:
& despite the many shortcomings throughout the camp, I hope you guys are safe and well, & by listening to what you all had to say about it, just makes me so proud of you all, REALLY.

^^
-
& I watched Just Follow Law today with that person(: haha it was by far one of the lamest movies I have watched, & some parts were pretty funny but in the satirical sense? & I thought it kinda woke me up a little bit, like how sometimes I'd generalise things without me knowing.

& how often are we able to appreciate things
in their little packages
& not go like "hey, I was expecting so much MORE"
or "hmm, it doesn't make any difference right?"
and stuff like that. :\

& you know, sometimes we are able to see the colour of our shoes
through the reflection of others\ not literally(:
and before you start commenting:

"hey, why are your shoes RED"

I'd say:

"hmm, because red is the new orange"
*and starts pointing to your orange shoes

okay, I don't make sense, I never make any sense anw ):

but the point is, we are always so quick to label someone
yet oblivious that with every label we create
there's always another pasted on our backs

it doesn't matter if you laugh at what you say,
or if you collide with random lamposts;
because i love it just that way,
& it totally makes my day(:

I wish I could smile
like it was nobody's business(:
SMILE. it's funny how i want so badly to smile
or laugh really hard at random things.

(:

a thousand miles
9:58 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Sunday, March 04, 2007

YADA. (:

FEMME.

EVERYTHING WITHIN.

THE LOVE.

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