Sunday, January 14, 2007

apparently blogger keeps ursurping my posts, which explains why my blog has now become a breeding ground for cockroaches, moths, lizards and whathaveyou.

and I know some people might just go AHHHH when that happens. xD

school has been pretty okay, with orientation in the first week(: I could see that the student council members put in lots of effort to see this go through and yes, it has.

I enjoyed the whacko games the most. yeah, I know it's common but here it's really crazy and the guys keep changing their names all the time that made it a whole lot confusing. but hey, they're really nice because they give you time to think of names before they actually hit you. (:
HAHA

well it's only the second week of school, and the lessons are mainly introductory classes which can be fun too. although it's officially the first week of school, the workload is already heavy. which means I've to cut down on my com usage gahh. ):

I simply love the class motto! Aspire to inspire before we expire!
which really means that we have to have an end in mind, set yourself to work towards your goal, and constantly motivate yourself to be pushed further before you expire(: carpe diem!
hehhh.

I really feel the heat here, but I don't really show it to anyone because I know they feel it too. but it feels so different now, and I feel so restrained when I want so badly to reach over to find comfort amidst all the changes. somehow I keep telling myself to keep up with the pace and not lag anyone behind but I can come up with a thousand and one reasons to take a step back and let everyone else carry on without me. sigh.

and somehow everything's so distant, despite the things we've worked so hard for to see it come alive, it's now so insignificant. and now the only thing I can do is to hold back the emotions streaming down on me.

walk on,
and see those footprints on the shore,
safe from the waves.

fly on,
and see those birds up in the sky,
all waiting to support you.

and that's what I've been trying to convince myself to do, but can't.
I guess I'm not that strong after all.

I don't know.

Labels: restrained. :\

a thousand miles
12:26 AM

YADA. (:

Watch me as i fall a thousand storeys
just to reach the ground
& see you smile just the way you did before\

FEMME.

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