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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

sometimes I can only stand by your side
and just remain silent;
when I actually have so much to say to you
but I know that those words would hurt
which really keeps me back from everything else


and sometimes,
I can only stand here
and smile like some retarded statue;
when I'm just breaking apart inside
with so much despair and anguish
but it's all plastered up and hidden behind those walls of cement


and at other times,
I can only walk forward
and to welcome the dark clouds in front
all waiting to overshadow me
when I really want to run backwards
and to retrace my steps;
back to where I came from
and to cherish the glows of sunshine I used to take for granted


it's funny how we tell ourselves not to do something
but we often defy our voices screaming inside
and do it instead
ain't it


yes, I have such retarded behaviour
and I ain't perfect(:


but what I meant was,
that sometimes we just have to listen to our hearts
rather than our minds
because our hearts are capable of painting a picture of a thousand words
whereas our minds decipher the picture into little codes,
giving answers like 'you shouldn't do this'
or 'you shouldn't do that'


and only when we allow ourselves to listen to our hearts
we start to discover a wider range of options
and we realise that we're so restrained with the way we think sometimes
that we fail to open ourselves to new doors
when we could actually tell ourselves
'hey, why not' right


you don't have to agree with me,
because this is a random post
and I'm pretty much a random person aye(:

anyway there's band tomorrow
which means that I'll have something to look forward to
and then it'll be BAND CAMP!
which I believe would rock the whole of cedar(:

WOOTS.

a thousand miles
11:02 PM


YADA. (:

Watch me as i fall a thousand storeys
just to reach the ground
& see you smile just the way you did before\


FEMME.

barnacles ♠
female ♠
19february ♠
pisces ♠
cedar girls (: ♠
nushs (: ♠

EVERYTHING WITHIN.


THE LOVE.



let's just say we have telepathy. (:


2SHAYYY '06
alvina
azrina
cathlin
cherze
fiona
i wen
jie lei
lisa
nabila
nurul
paulina
rachel
rasyiqah
sherri
vanessa zavir
whee
yi min
zarque

CEDAR PERC'
ching hong
ci hui
tsu wie
tracy
syahirah

NUSHS
divya
vanee
tingan

TNS
alisa
carol
joshua
li zhi
tzu hsiang

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