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Sunday, November 12, 2006

How does it feel to be stopped in your tracks,
after moving on for some time,
and what's strange is that you don't even know why you're stopping
:/


I realise that I tend to lose myself easily,
as though my sense of consciousness is stripped away from me,
and I act rashly and impulsively
and it surprises me sometimes
really.


but what else can I do right now,
besides putting on that smile on my face?
even if the rain continues to pour,
or if the sun continues to shine,
or if you continue to stand right there,
that smile would be there no matter what


I'm feeling really random right now
so don't ask me why;
bear with me(:



I guess you don't know how I felt at that moment
when you gave me assurances,
assuring me that you'd be there for me,
because that's what friends are for;
but I guess you don't know how I felt at that moment too,
when you gave me assurances,
assuring me that you'd support me in every decision I make


That assurance gave me a source of hope,
and I counted on them to the extent of expecting so much in return
but not seeing those expectations come into place
simply pains me;


and I marvelled at how powerful that pain was,
just by turning a moment so sweet to one which was incredibly sour
and zapping away all my energy
just as I needed all those to put on that dutiful smile on my face


I just couldn't allow myself to ignore that sensation;
for it too much for me to bear
and sometimes all I could do
was to just sit there by myself
and let it all out
that was all I could do.


I don't even know if you truly understand
and I don't even know if you really care
after all these times

beacause we don't even feel for each other anymore}

a thousand miles
1:06 AM


YADA. (:

Watch me as i fall a thousand storeys
just to reach the ground
& see you smile just the way you did before\


FEMME.

barnacles ♠
female ♠
19february ♠
pisces ♠
cedar girls (: ♠
nushs (: ♠

EVERYTHING WITHIN.


THE LOVE.



let's just say we have telepathy. (:


2SHAYYY '06
alvina
azrina
cathlin
cherze
fiona
i wen
jie lei
lisa
nabila
nurul
paulina
rachel
rasyiqah
sherri
vanessa zavir
whee
yi min
zarque

CEDAR PERC'
ching hong
ci hui
tsu wie
tracy
syahirah

NUSHS
divya
vanee
tingan

TNS
alisa
carol
joshua
li zhi
tzu hsiang

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