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Thursday, October 12, 2006

我想放弃一切；



There are a couple of times,
I wanted to give up so bad,
that I was willing to sacrifice all I had,
for the ones I love.


I don't know;
maybe it's like part of me or something,
a strong fire within me,
urging me to go on,
no matter what.


It makes me wonder sometimes,
all that I'm doing right now,
does it really make a difference,
or is it even worth it?


I didn't really consider all these at first,
and I act rashly,
as though I am following a reversed compass,
and I often find myself in a place I least expected to be in.
Maybe it's time for me to reconsider huh.


I always thought that maybe, just maybe,
if I could just turn back time,
I just wanted to be a nobody,
and to just stay out of other people's affairs,
and to give that heck-care attitude.


But I know that,
deep inside it'd hurt more than anything else in the world,
to be able to fold your arms just when someone is out calling for help.
Imagine that person feeling so helpless and alone,
with no one to turn to,
somehow holding to a little ray of hope,
only to be disappointed by reality.


Sometimes I wonder,
that there are some people out there who take you for granted,
and after they are done with you,
they move on,
and cast you aside,
and the rest is history.


I'm almost convinced though,
that maybe I should stop all these,
and maybe it's time I considered,
are you really worth it at all?


I'm tired of all these,
and maybe it's time I backtracked or something.


I'm tired,
but do you even realise that I'm all worn out,
and just when I really need someone,
it just all turns out otherwise.


But what can I expect anyway,
since I brought it all upon myself.



Sometimes I wonder,
why do I even bother? ):



It's because I care.


I really do.

a thousand miles
10:25 PM


YADA. (:

Watch me as i fall a thousand storeys
just to reach the ground
& see you smile just the way you did before\


FEMME.

barnacles ♠
female ♠
19february ♠
pisces ♠
cedar girls (: ♠
nushs (: ♠

EVERYTHING WITHIN.


THE LOVE.



let's just say we have telepathy. (:


2SHAYYY '06
alvina
azrina
cathlin
cherze
fiona
i wen
jie lei
lisa
nabila
nurul
paulina
rachel
rasyiqah
sherri
vanessa zavir
whee
yi min
zarque

CEDAR PERC'
ching hong
ci hui
tsu wie
tracy
syahirah

NUSHS
divya
vanee
tingan

TNS
alisa
carol
joshua
li zhi
tzu hsiang

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