Thursday, October 26, 2006

Sometimes we try so hard to hold back the tears,
it all comes back without you knowing}

It's just like a piece of fresh meat
that has just been ripped off you,
and somehow you find yourself struggling to go on.

Perhaps that is the pain of letting go.

It's nice to know,
that after all these times,
there are people who silently appreciate the things that you do for them
and although they are not able to express themselves
like you expect them to
they still anticipate your every move,
which leaves them wondering what's you'll do next

It's even better to know,
that after all these times,
these people are willing to take up the time and effort
to achieve the little things that you'd not expect them to do
which actually makes you melt deep inside

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Things would be different from now on I guess.

It would not feel the same again,
and the forty of us will not be able to indulge in
the things we enjoyed doing for the past two years
and that if we were to talk to each other again,
we'll never get to relive the moments
when we used to whine about the never-ending pile of homework
or when we used to groan just as the exams were around the corner

we'll never get the chance to comfort each other
and to rejoice in knowing that we have ourselves to hold on to
and we are assured that no matter what happens
we'll get through it all together

all for one, one for all.

we'll never get the chance to cheer each other on
and to let them be assured that we'll stay by their side
and we'll run with them to the finish
even if they are lagging behind;
because they've tried their best
and that's what matters

BUT

certain things will always remain the same
and they forever will

like the way we used to panic in extremely demanding situations
but all those tension and stress soon turned to outlets of positive energy
and as we worked together hand in hand
under one single roof
somehow we put aside our many differences
to achieve a common goal
and we rejoice in knowing that it didn't turn out so bad after all aye

like the way we used to laugh at our mistakes
and not take our teachers' straightforward opinions to heart
and that every mistake that we made
was not only a lesson for us to gain experience from
but it was also an opportunity for us to poke fun at each other
and it was then we understood that
things could be perceived in a more positive manner
instead of the usual seriousness of it all

I guess we've all grown to become better people
and although we may not be perfect
we still possess the inner spirit
and we have not forgotten who we really are

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Today was the last day of school
and I was totally numb or something
and I couldn't make clear of the thoughts I had in my mind

It's interesting to know,
that this day alone
could totally change your life forever

I don't know,
but I really didn't feel like coming to school today
as I wasn't feeling well for the past few days
and there were several instances when I was really worn out
and I almost felt like collapsing

oh wells. ]:

I tried so hard to hold back my tears,
and to hide my inner emotions from my classmates,
and I just couldn't bring myself to face them all.

I forced myself to smile throughout the day
but I just could not
and I broke down in the bus on the way home.

Things did not go well for me later on
and I spent most of my time locking myself in the room
thinking about the many people who have helped me along the way;
teachers, friends and even mere bystanders,
and each one of you has become an important part of me
that I can't do without,
and I sincerely thank you all for being there for me,
and supporting me in every move I make.

I'll definitely miss everyone from 2/S,
not forgetting Mrs Lee,
and you all have given me near-perfect memories of Cedar
and hopefully I'd be able to look back on these memories
in time to come

Here's to you guys of 1/S '05 and 2/S '06.
I love you all. (:
aishwarya; azrina; cathlin; olivia; en qi; paulina; delfilia; elizabeth soh; cheryl; fiona; lisa; hui chun; rachel; sherri; alvina; jie lei; jharyathri; i wen; marlia; mary; nabila; aishah; nurul; prisia; yi min; neerajha; sameerah; beatrice; ming ann; hafiza; rasyiqah; zakkiyah; suba; deborah; shi yin; vanessa; hong hui; milissa; yuki; MRS LEE; (:

I LOVE YOU ALL.

a thousand miles
8:16 PM

Thursday, October 26, 2006

YADA. (:

FEMME.

EVERYTHING WITHIN.

THE LOVE.

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