Tuesday, October 17, 2006

I've been feeling pretty random nowadays,
well maybe it's because of the release of exam papers
where everyone gets all tensed up and extreme at times
and we comfort each other when we fail to meet the standards

But whichever's the case
I think it's time we thought about each other
and to be sensitive at times
pitching in to give a hand
or to simply just be silent when times are inappropriate

It just makes me feel disappointed in those whom I trust
after all these times
that what matters most is the results
They get all hung over and everything when
they do not get their desired results
and they jump over the moon and get high when
they do so
And what's worse is that they fail to think about those around them
who have been next to them all along
yet they're always out of the picture ):

Perhaps we see the true side of people
when such situations occur huh.

Oh wells. ]:

Everyone has to go through failure at times
and you're not the only one you know;
and no matter how deep you've fallen
and no matter how much pain and hurt you received from falling,
wipe away those tears,
brush away the dirt that clung onto your knees
and bounce back to your feet

What matters,
is not seeing that tree all grown up
with its leaves stretching out to its fullest,
but to see that it brings much fulfillment and joy
to see it grow and mature over time
right since the start of day one

And I must say that the closest of people
though they may seem so distant away
actually instill in you a sense of being in others' shoes
instead of being so self-centred most of the time
without knowing it themselves
and somehow
they make you a better person on the whole
yet they do not realise it
which is good in a way I think haha

Sometimes I just feel helpless and
I just think myself as a complete moron at times.

In the past,
when you were down and all
I tried all my best to be there for you
but it was just out of my reach,
and I couldn't do anything to make you feel better

But now
when I know exactly what to do
when you are down and out of place
I fail to be there for you
even though I know that you really need someone by your side

I don't know why;
maybe I wasn't supposed to be there
'cos somehow
I think that I wouldn't make a difference anyway
after all that futile attempts

heck it, but this is one contradicting post):

maybe it wasn't meant to be}

a thousand miles
8:45 PM

YADA. (:

Watch me as i fall a thousand storeys
just to reach the ground
& see you smile just the way you did before\

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

YADA. (:

FEMME.

EVERYTHING WITHIN.

THE LOVE.

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