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Thursday, September 14, 2006

Guess what I'd do when I'm down?


I'd jog. (:
What's more, it's at night.


I wasn't feeling too well today. No, it wasn't the tests which stressed me out.
But it was the fact that I knew,
that my life was about to take a turn.
It was that unbearable feeling of having flying butterflies in your stomach,
waiting to eat you up one by one.
Sometimes I wonder, am I that vulnerable?


I have to admit, things are different now,
and I can't even relate to the ones closest to me.
Worlds are slowly drifting apart,
and reality sinks in.


Maybe it would have been better if I'd complied.


But I know that it would only causing further hurt and distress to those around me.
And I always end up having difficulties clearing it up with them.
I guess all this while I've been making blind commitments,
and maybe it's time to let go.


Maybe, just maybe.


But is it really time to let go?
hmmms.


Then there were those who showed concern,
always checking up on me to see if I'm okay,
but I guess there's a limit to it sometimes.
But it's okay if they've finally given up,
and maybe I've been too numb to realise.


So I took it all out by jogging, and boy,
did I feel so free for the very first time,
to be free from my troubles;
to be free from almost everything.
The tranquility I sensed when the wind ruffled my hair was relaxing,
as though it lifted me up or something,
and everything else didn't even matter at all,
not even school.


I just ran,
as fast as I could,
and as far as my legs could take me.
And I'm just glad that I felt much better after that. [:


Wish me good luck for tomorrow yup?
Let's just hope it'll be a better day. (:

a thousand miles
11:41 PM


YADA. (:

Watch me as i fall a thousand storeys
just to reach the ground
& see you smile just the way you did before\


FEMME.

barnacles ♠
female ♠
19february ♠
pisces ♠
cedar girls (: ♠
nushs (: ♠

EVERYTHING WITHIN.


THE LOVE.



let's just say we have telepathy. (:


2SHAYYY '06
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i wen
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whee
yi min
zarque

CEDAR PERC'
ching hong
ci hui
tsu wie
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NUSHS
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tingan

TNS
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